bye bye holiday

I just received an-email from the admin department in my company saying that i have to work during the coming weekend and on Sat holiday also can u imagine!!!!! under shock.... still under the shock.... still.... still.... ok i'm feeling better now oh...

For Allah sake i was planning for this holiday since 2 weeks... 2 bloody weeks.... "and then they come and spoil it all by saying something stupid like i looooove youuuuuuu"  (PS: i used to luv this song since i was at school, around 13 yrs old, but now i start to heat it.... it's stupid damn song >:( )  but unlike the song they didn't say i luv u 2 me  instead they heat it me on my face and punched me on my cheeks and they told me "mandatory" do u know this word, mandatory i have to work in the weekend and holiday..... i have bruises in my soul and heart right now....

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh my dreams crash n burn....

First i planned to go to SLL to finally visit my uncles and antis who i didn't see them for more than 1 yr... then i said noooo i should go to Dubai ( i hate Dubai by the way but it's good for shopping) ... oh then i totally changed my mind and decided to follow my mother's plan which is quit interesting... but now i can't... the whole family will have fun and will hang out except me.... me..... i will be setting @ the office "working"....

Thanx my Company... my big, international, one of most popular company in Muscat...

Thanx....

I've been fighting and  struggling and arguing my family just to allow me to work and then, this is a bad drawback :( ...

I hear a voice inside me saying: "ohhhh c'mon it is not a big deal have a chill bell and relax dear"....

but i planned :`(......