2010
It's a special number indeed, hmmmmm, but not to me unfortunately...
To my record, it didn't add anything to me, (or should i say i didn't add anything to it?)
1. I read the least number of books ever(2009 i read a loooool)
2. i haven't enroll in any courses or academic studies so my education record is the same from 2009,
3. My career is the same and i didn't get any new experience nor knowledge in my discipline, i've been doing the same since 1 year and a half... the same boring routine...
4. Socially, I lost a lot of ppl from my family, one of them is my dearest grandfather :`( though i didn't go to Salalah, how suck is the situation
5. Plus, I suffered a lot from my step mother (father's second wife) this year (i think i want to kill her), this situation really affect my temper and mood (ha in fact i have to be stronger but .... i hate sensitive emotions sometimes )
6. Religiously, i didn't memorize new verses (Quran) since 2009, as per my plan i should complete memorizing the whole Quran by the end of 2010, i only finished the half :(
oh i will stop listing the points now and talked to you little bit, i miss blogging a looooot...
as the title of the topic state 2010, oh it ended up with a big fight with my MUM (luv ya wallah mum)... the story is I got a call one day from an anonymous woman claiming that she's a relative, anyway she asked me a lot of questions and she inquired abt everything, at the last she revealed her goal, which was a marriage proposal to one of her relatives, i really felt shy and couldn't speak well. after the call, the proposed formally to my parents and from here the fight started with my mother, oh finally we reach the point of fighting, yes we fought, why? because i refused simply i said no, again why? coz i don't wanna marry right now that's it. They hit me a mysterious box as the lovely Mimi named them in her blog and they are expecting me to say yes?!!! duuuuude off course i will say no, without even thinking, but then my parents provided me with some information abt him and that didn't change my mind at all. i really don't know why, he looks perfect PERFECT, everyone were motivating me to accept,as he's the princess who can provide me a fancy, luxurious life. he own a company though he's still young, plus his additional WOW features (he's from my home town Salalah but living in Muscat like me ^_^) , but despite all this pressure from my family side i said NO. why? i don't know, i can't figure out why i refused, i prayed 'este5ara' and even though i insisted to refuse. My mum felt so angry, and she talked with my bff to convince me, they all tried but they couldn't change my decision. Even when my mum gave my answer to HIS family, they were shocked (no one could refuse such a boy), and they tried again and again (am i so beautiful??? loool kiddin') , more they called me and gave me more time to think and said ask anything anything and we'll give it to you, but i gave them the same answer... NO... am i a nut or crazy? hehehehe anyway it's over now... after all these hectic weeks my mum give me a warning, she said u will marry the next in spite of ur will, no matter what u want, u will marry the next :( (in fact i laughed when mom said that, the classic story of the king's daughter came into my mind)... This is not the first time that i refused someone without a reason.... but seriously i'm enjoying my life free without marriage responsibilities looooooooooooool...
see ya later frnds... miss u all
